Dear Anna,I'm writing from Leba,where 2 years agowe took our only vacation.I took the train to Stettin,then I hitchhiked and walkedalong the tracks.The rest of the trip was on the old fishing boat.Just like we did back then.And now I sit here wondering why I went through all this again.I was so happy when I back then that I didn't know what to do.I never thought things wound end this way.I can't think of anything but you and the dreams that won't fulfilled now,because I was a stupid idiot.I know I made the same mistake you made.Who did what with or without feelings doesn't matter.I know I hurt you,and that makes me very sad.You asked me to forgive you,and I said it wasn't so simple.It is simple,if I my swallow my dumb,male pride.I'm doing that now.As I do it,all the angry is gone.Instead...I'm empty and sad.Anna,I don't know what to do.I miss you so much.I miss your smile,your skin.I miss your laugh,and your swollen eyes when you wake up.I wanted to have a little Anna with you or maybe five.I known I was inattentive,not because I didn't love you anymore,but because I took it for granted that we'd always be together.Anna, don't put me out on a sheet of ice.I want a dignified old age.I want to feed the ducks with you.I know that I left,but I really want to come back.I cannot live without you,Anna.PS: If you take me back again,you can let your leg and armpit hair grow as much as you want.I promise.Anna,I want to come home again.哎。。。幼稚老男人的成熟之路,
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